08/06/2024
hello world wide web!!! this is my first little diary entry and tbh i am elated that i actually got the diary section of the website working ヾ(≧∇≦)ゞ it took me absolutely forever to get it all in order and i still havent updated my home page ;-; anyway, ive been learning html and css for about a day now but i think i've made some pretty solid progress considering how long ive been doin all this.
im kind of using the whole website building thing as a way to distract myself from some life stresses, and it's working pretty well. im going to be moving across the country in a few weeks for a study abroad program, and im nervous as shit about it (like any normal person would be.) i know itll all be ok and everything will work out, but i can't help feeling that ridiculous all consuming anxiety. im a smoker and where im going has a 21 age limit for smoking, so theres that, plus i wont know anyone and being autistic never helps with making friends. ill do my best and thats all i can hope to do, i just have to pray smth out there is gonna help me thru this (exciting, but still scary) new experience.
anywho, thanks 4 reading my little ramblings. im gonna try and use this as an alternative to social media, so if all goes well ill be posting here a lot lmao
forever yours,
willow